Date: 2/8/2008

CoME as NaTUrAL as SUnRiSe

Pals... I think this is my last blog... Because I hv found my MAN. He is nice handsome and full of humor. I am so sorry that I couldnt stay here anylonger... I dont want to make my man being jealous or I hurt his feeling or I hurt other people feelings by giving hope to u who admire me or just being liking me very much.... I know that u ar might be still wait and see who I am by the time. I do understand u that I cant push u (away) either push u hard too fast and then make u shock or may be I cause u die because u ar worrying me much.. Ha ha ha (Who I am? So that I can make a guy falling in love to me until shocked and died?) I am not like that palz... for all of ur attentions, symphaties and emphaties... I appreciate all as a true virtual friendship between us... I hope u will be happy when u see me happy ... For Scott (from Kentucky or Ohio) u ar so misterious for me, man. I know u ar kind and care to me... But may be u ar too shy to say to me... Btw u are awesome... Oh yeah, thanks 4 calling me this morning. Finally, I recognize ur voice after 5 months of chatting here, on PRODIGITS. Though only 8 minutes of calling, ur support really touches my heart, Scott... I know u want me to be happy as u told me that I deserve to be happy 4 Bhikkhu Jampa... I know u always bring me on ur prayer. Hope u can cherish ur life. Also My goes to Kirk (mushroom) U know pals, that the title of this blog is come from him? Kirk, I still remembered what u suggested to me to hang that statement up to my mood on d buddy list parlour there. And u know, pals that its not more than a month later, really come as natural as sunrise... I dont need to rush for love as Kirk said?... The last I send to Brian... U ar a very caring man... I know that u ar not what u talked to be. U ar more than that... Hope u will find ur future woman ASAP. Okay, no more that I can say then to all of u. I will always With JeAn168


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