Date: 12/28/2008

A Lonely X'Mas

This year I dont know why I feel lonely celebrating Christmas. May be too many problems that I should be faced. At Christmas eve, I went to Catholic church with my daughter at 9pm. Last year, I just sent n picked my daughter n my servant at church, I waited at Black Canyon a coffee shop near the church, but this year though I went to the Mass, my heart is still empty. Oh God, whats happened to me? Yesterday... My chat friend, Dave greets me after so long didnt talk to me, may be 6 months or more. He asked me hw I feel... Whether Im happy or not in celebrating Christmas. I said to him that Im happy enough but feel lonely. Then, he said again that my lonely isnt the reason for being happy. Happy comes from heart. He guessed that Im lonely bec I didnt hv any boy friend... And its not good, not healthy. I supposed to be happy without bother having boyfriend or not. Ah, Dave... U r rite... U could be happy by urself. Yeah u r rite. Woman is important but woman couldnt influence ur happiness... Dunno hw abt me. What do u think friends?


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